Probably one of the worst days of my life…

The boy of my dreams, the one who I was completely in love with broke up with me today.  I guess it is time for us both to grow up.  I don’t hate him, nor will I ever hate him.  I appreciate the fact that he is looking out for himself and I know he will find the perfect girl for him out there.  There is someone better than me just waiting for him, I know it.  I hope you find happiness Tom, I really truly do.  That is what matters most to me - that you are happy.  I do and always will love you.  You still have my heart.  

Secondly, I found out I failed my econ exam which is just fantastic…hopefully I can find someone in the class who is willing to help me study for the final so I can pull off a decent grade.  I am really worried.

All in all, I am pretty much dead inside.  But it’s going to get better from here, right?  :)

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Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Prinny - at home nickname my family calls me, short for princess lol

Dobby - my boyfriend and his roommate call me this…I straighten up their room when I visit sometimes because it’s ridiculously messy and gross lol I like organization

Clams - me and one of my good friends from high school call each other Clams, our sophmore year he asked me for a good name for the band he and a couple others were in.  I said “well, you need an adjective and then an animal - “Simply Clams” or “Basic Iguana” sound nice :D” …we’ve been calling each other clams ever since

Willis - me and my best friend from high school call each other this, I don’t really remember when it started but I do remember it is based around that “Whatchu talkin’ bout Willis?” from Different Strokes lol We laugh at the stupidest things, but that’s what makes us awesome…miss you Willis!! <3

Mrs. Stinky - my boyfriend calls me this, and in return he is “Mister Stinky” :)

It’s been a long day, I thought it would never end - but now that it is coming to an end I really don’t want it to.  I went to class and then spent a fun morning with my most favoritest person in the whole world…if you have yet to figure out that is you, Tom, then you need some serious help lol

I’m really missing you right now, I wish I could run over and give you goodnight kisses but it is getting late and you were falling asleep on the phone when I called you a little bit ago :)  You make me smile so very much, I wouldn’t trade what we have for anything in the world - I mean it.  You are my everything, sweetie.

Well, I hope you sleep well…I wish I could be cuddling with you.  You are so very warm :)  I can’t wait to see you tomorrow, 2pm will feel so far away - but thinking of what will come will help me make it through in one piece.  I love you.  Always.

Goodnight my love, you’ll be in my dreams

Day 14- The 3 Most Memorable Things to Happen in 2011

1. Getting my puppy Josey - even though I was away at college when my family got him, I feel like we got closer over the summer and had a really good time playing together.  I always wanted a little puppy running around the house and it has finally happened.  I really miss him while I am away at school, but that just makes my visits home even more worth it :)

2. One year anniversary with my boyfriend - me and my boyfriend, Tom, met at freshman orientation in June of 2010.  We talked the entire summer before school started and as soon as we made it to UConn in the fall we became inseparable.  On September 11, 2010 we made it official and have been happily together ever since then.  He is my best friend and I wouldn’t trade what we have for anything in the world.  I love you with all my heart Thomas Dale.

3. Spending the week with my mom - over the summer my Dad and my brother left on a trip to Vermont with some of their friends leaving my mom, me, and our new puppy to spend the week at home.  It was a really good week, I got really close to my mom.  We talked a lot, she became more than my mom that week - she became a very close friend.  I miss being able to talk and joke around like we used to.  My family means so very much to me, it is hard to be away at school, but it makes being home even more special.

Tom, you are the most wonderful and amazing boyfriend in the world, I really am so very lucky to be your girl.  You are the best thing that has happened to me and looking back on this past year with you, I really am glad we got to know each other at our Freshman orientation almost a year and a half ago.  I know I say this a lot, sweetie, but I really do love you with all my heart and I hope you understand how sincere I am.  I mean it every time.  I always have been and always will be faithfully yours, I promise never to hurt you.  You mean everything to me.  I am in love with you Thomas Dale.

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

This boy right here is my best friend and has been for a while now.  From the time we started talking to each other after freshman orientation a year and a half ago, I knew there was something special.  He is now my boyfriend of a year and I wouldn’t change anything about us.  He has had such a good effect on me, he helps me feel like myself again, something I lost a while ago.  He makes me smile when I need it and feel so very special.  I hope he knows how much he means to me, because he means the world to me.

Finally all unpacked and moved into UConn!  I still am not sure how I am going to be able to hop up onto my bed…it is unbelievably high up!  I don’t even think standing on my desk will get me up there.  Oh well, I’ll figure out a way.

I am definitely missing my puppy right now, I miss giving him hugs and treats all the time haha my little brother says that if I keep this up we will have a fat dog running around the house!

This is my puppy, Josey Wales, he’s a little bit older now and has more black spots on his body! :) Such a sweetie in a wild rampaging sort of way haha

On the other hand I get to see my boyfriend again!  I’ve missed him a lot, I hope we get to go out some nights and look at the stars, I like doing that.  I wish we lived a little bit closer, I live in East campus quad and he lives in West campus quad.  Oh well, it’ll give us some much needed exercise! lol I love you, Tom! <3

Let the year begin :)

I haven’t been posting much, I’ve been working on a “project” for my boyfriend (that has still been kept a secret! YES!!) and I guess my focus has been on that and getting ready to go back to UConn in 2 weeks! :)  I’m getting really excited to be back, although I am going to miss a lot about being home.  Oh well. 

Definitely going to miss having my own room and bathroom to myself.  Going to miss my little ray of sunshine puppy too :)  But UConn is worth taking a little vacation from home, right?? :D

Ever have one of those days that starts off great and then gets progressively worse?

1. wake up on time: awesome! :D
2. drive to Waterbury without getting in an accident: even better!
3. survive class and finish all work: i am a chemistry goddess.
4. see my gorgeous boyfriend: hehehe ;)
5. drive home and did not die: eh, what else is new…
6. take puppy to the vet: get bit. get eaten. get my leg torn off…guess i’ll be wearing jeans tomorrow so no one thinks i am an abused child
7. drive home: still mad at puppy
8. take puppy for walk: decides to play “lets run in front of cars” so i have to jerk him back so he doesnt get hit —> look like abusive owner, GREAT IMAGE FOR SMALL NEIGHBORHOOD :D
9. drop my watermelon on the floor: makes me sad.
10. make up with puppy: you cant stay mad when you see his face

mmph.